Monday Mojito’s
Posted on 13 May 2008 | Category: Actual Dates
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For the last couple days I’ve been texting LJ36. We don’t get a chance to see each other often, but we communicate quite often. I’ve always enjoyed spending time with her, even if it didn’t happen that often. We’ve discussed going out at the end of the school year. So I didn’t expect her to want to see me tonight. I was surprised. We decided to watch the Dallas Stars playoff hockey game.
She planned to come over after work. It would be cheering for the Stars, eating and having drinks. LJ36 didn’t care what the drink was, as long as it wasn’t beer. I went to the liquor store to get rum, mojito mix and club soda. When LJ36 got here I greeted her with a hug and a kiss. The last time I saw her was on St. Patty’s Day. The interesting thing with LJ36, we’ve never crossed the line sexually.
It’s not because we aren’t attracted to each other. We’ve just never gone there. I mention this because she wanted to let me know that she wasn’t planning on coming over for any ‘funky’ stuff. From my past experience, when a woman mentions this it’s because she has it on her mind. In this instance, I didn’t think anything of it because she is active in her church and never gave me any reason she wanted to be sexual. I made her a mojito and I drank club soda. It took about 35 minutes before our pizza arrived. After eating, we sat and snuggled on the sofa. She had her leg across my legs and I had my hand on her thigh. Every few minutes we would stop watching the game for a gentle kiss. It was a very intimate evening. There was alot of kissing and touching involved. The evening ended with her and I wrapped in a blanket nakkid on the bed. My experience with LJ36 has brought a couple things to my attention. It proves to me that we are all human and have physical needs. It also says that it’s more than just physical needs. I’ve known her for a few months and I feel much closer to her. I don’t think we have a long term future, but I’ve been wrong before. My experience with LJ36 also makes me realize that I enjoy the feeling of euphoria. It’s not the same as being in love. It’s the feeling that you get when you don’t feel self conscience. The euphoria that makes you forget about what time it is. It also makes you do those childish or silly things. Is this the feeling that I’m addicted to? Am I just searching for this in all the wrong ways? I’m sure the answer is yes.
Attention class: I feel a soul searching revelation developing. Stay tuned!
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