I’ve decided to let CR31 fade into the sunset. It took a couple days away from her to realize that she was missing something. CR31 has alot of upside to her. She doesn’t want to get married and she doesn’t want to have kids. And for a 31 year old, that is rare. I wanted to give her a fair chance, so I let things go on longer than I normally would. But the reality is, I can deal with a situation that is missing a couple pieces of the puzzle.
From the time I met CR31, I knew she was a few pounds heavier than most of my dates. But I’m always willing to over look that if the woman is working to change it. CR31 initially said that she would love to spend some time in the gym and change her diet. As you might imagine, that didn’t happen. The few times that we had our social excursions she didn’t eat healthy and then complained about how awful she felt afterwards. Which means our sex life suffered. And I’m not shy to say that I’ll do almost anything to keep my sex life healthy. I like sex. I like it i the morning, afternoon and evening. But if my diet or eating habits affect my sex life, I’d stop eating unhealthy foods. 
So after a couple nights together, I mentioned that we didn’t have the sexual energy that I’m used to. Harsh? I don’t think so. It actually started a good conversation regarding our sexual expectations. At the end of the conversation, she thanked me for being patient. But I have to admit that sexual energy isn’t as patient as CR31 wanted me to be. I need more. I don’t think I’m being demanding, but I could be wrong. After several nights together, I’m expecting more. How can she use my toothbrush and still hold back?
My sexual frustration was high enough that we didn’t have sex the last time she spent the night with me. I didn’t even bother. I pulled a move that was perfected by Wesley Snipes in Waiting To Exhale… We just slept together. And I hate to admit it, but it felt like when I was married. There was no passion. There was no morning sex. There wasn’t an ounce of, “I wanna feel you before you leave for work.” That sucks. Why waste the one night a week together? That’s when I realized that it was time for me to put CR31 behind me. And I have no regrets.
CR31 fades to black…
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